"I LOST MYSELF" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

IT WAS THE OF APRIL 2010....................14th APRIL. I  DECIDED TO FACE THE TRUTH AND MYLIFE............................WHEN I FACED................! I SHOCKED AND MY WHOLE BODY GONE FLOODED WITH ANGER AND I LOST MYSELF FOREVER AND DIED AT THE MOMENT..
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LIFE ENDED NO FEELINGS ,NO LIFE,NO SIGN OF LIFE

NOTHING GONE GOOD .EVERYTHING STOPPED AND FINISHED................................I M NO MORE ALIVE. 

LIFE BEGINS WITH THE FIRST BREATH AND ENDS WITH LAST ONE..................BUT ONECE YOU FEELINGS AND DREAM   DIED YOU ARE NOT ALIVE MORE.........................

ALL IS OVER NOW NO MORE EXISTING NOW...............................GAME OVER .....

GOODBYE TAKE CARE .....................................GOD BLESS U!

-------R.N.SINGH

SURVEY PROFILE 007

NAME           :- RANJAY NARAYAN SINGH

IRON SINGH

D.O.B            :-  14/01/1987( WED, MAKARSANKRANTI )
HEIGHT        :-  5'8.5" = 175 CM       ,       CHEST  :- 39.5"
WEIGHT       :-  68.4 KG                     ;       BICEPS :- 14.3" 
WAIST          :-  32"

COUNTRY :- INDIA

QUALIFICATION :- JUST MATRIC ( 10th).
                                    NO MORE STUDIES LATER....

EXPERIENCE         :- THREE YRS. IN MLMs ,
                                      ONE YEAR IN INSURANCE SECTOR,
                                      ONE YEAR IN SHARE TRADING AND
                                    A LOT OF   VARIOUS BUSINESS .

LANGUAGE KNOWN  : -  HINDI AND BROKEN ENGLISH .

OCUPATION             :-   AS TUTOR ....TEACHES 9th,10th...
                                           take computer classes of DCA , C++ ,
                                           JAVA, AND SQL .
                                          R .O IN INSURANCE SECTOR,
                                          AS A SUPPLIER OF CONSTRUCTION
                                          MATERIALS.

TOTAL EARNING from 26/ 04/ 2006 to 31/ 03 / 2007 :- RS 
                                                                                 ABOUT 1,74,000/-
TOTAL EXPENSE TILL 12/4/ 007 :-    RS 1,66,500 AND rest
                                                                  not remembered

BALANCE   : - NIL

NICK NAME :-  "JAY" and " IRON SINGH"

ECONOMIC STATUS  :- FULLY SELF DEPENDENT

CHARACTER        :-     MORAL CHARACTER, ABJURER , MEDITATOR,VERY HARDWORKING & A BIG ROAMER;
                                         THE BIGGEST THING IS --HAVE VERY WEAK MEMORY POWER & LACK OF REMEMBERENCE;
                                         VERY SHY AND VERY ANGRY MINDED AND TOO MUCH ZIDDI IN NATURE.

BAD HABBITS OR DEMERITS :- * VERY BIG ROAMER,A STUPID HABBIT OF ROAMING ALL THE TIME;
                                                             *VERY SHY AND HAVE HABBIT OF ABJURATORY ;
                                                            * VERY HARDEN AND ZIDDI IN NATURE ;
                                                             *LACK OF REMEMBERENCE AND VERY FORGETTING MEMORY BUT DOESN'T
                                                              FPRGOTS THE COMMMITMENTS AND AFFIRMATIONS;
                                                          * VERY STRICT TO HIS PRINCIPLES(RULES) AND SCHEDULE AS A RESULT HE 
                                                        PUNISHES VERY HARD AND IN A VERY STRICT MANNER TO HIMSELF FOR THE
                                                         MISTAKES DONE BY HIM .


 
ADDICTION   :-  NO ADDDICTION OF ANY DRUGS BUT ADDICTED TO ROAMING; EATING SAMOSAS,RUNNING
                                AT NIGHTS OR EARLY MORNING, ROAMING ALONE TO SCARED PLACES AND DOING YOGA
                                  INSIDE WATER.
 
HOBBIES & HABBITS :- * GARDENING, DOING PRANAYAM, RUNNING AT NIGHTS, CLIMBING TREES ,ROAMING,
                                                *LISTENING MUSIC,DANCING, DRAWING, WRITING  POEMS,READING VEDAS &
                                                MEDITATION
                                                * SWIMMMING,PLAYING FOOTBALL,CRICKET , AND MAKING SCHEDULES;
                                                * HABBIT OF SELF CONTROL,VERY HARDEN SHOWOFF,
                                              * HABBIT OF WRITING EVERY EARNING,EXPENSE AND COMMITMENTS IN REGISTERS
                                              FOR MEMORY POWER,
                                            * VERY STRICT COMMITMENTOR AND AFFIRMATOR ,HE CAN DO ANYTHING TO KEEP
                                              HIS COMMITMENTS AND VALUE OF HIS WORDS
 
ALLERGY : - * DIRTINESS , JEALOUS PEOPLE , CAN'T SEE CRYING AND WEEPING PEOPLE , VERY ALLERGIC TO
                           THESE , & LOUD SOUNDS , SMOKES.
 
LOVES TO  :- TALK IN HINDI,LEARN VEDAS, DO MEDITATION,STUDY AHEAD,TOURISM, HELPING & MAKING
                          OTHERS HAPPY AND SEE HAPPY PEOPLE.
 
 BEST FRIEND :- BOOKS & NATURE.
 
FAVORITE COLOUR :-  PINK AND SKY BLUE
 
DREAM :-  TO HAVE A VERY BIG NAME AND FAME ; TO BUY A HORSE  AND ELEPHANT ..........
 
 
DESIRE :-  I CAN MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY, I CUOULD HEPLP THOSE WHO'S ARE SUFFERING AND ARE IN NEED ,
                    I COULD HELP THOSE POOR AND HANDICAPPED PEOPLE TO LIVE A GOOD AND COMFORTABL
                     LIFE. AND DO A LOT OF GOOD DEEDS BEFORE MY DEATH......
 
 COMMENT :- "NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM GETTING WHAT I WANT, (EXCEPT MYSELF)"
 
 
 
-------------------------------------------------------------------R.N.SINGH
 
12 / 04 / 007

ADUTIYA"UNIQUE": ...

ADUTIYA"UNIQUE": ...: "The Villagers It was the end of Summer, There was a lot of Drumm..."

The Villagers

It was the end of Summer,

There was a lot of Drummer,

The day was Sunny,

But that was not Funny .

All were crowding & calling the Rain ,

Dancing and singing near the Drain ,

And praying to the Lord of Rain ,

To rain,rain and Rain............,

They were all Villagers ,

Not doing like Civilizers ,

But that's their cultural Heritage ,

Followed from a long Age .

It was going evening ,

But they were Continuing ,

All this now Finished ,

All the dust now Vanished .

As there was a Big Rain ,

All had forgot their Pain .

Remmebered that big drops of rain ,

All were enjoyed the first Rain ,

Thought of their Grain ,

As the rain was very main .

Happy the farmers Are..,

The children were not so Far ,

Enjoyed the Rain ,

And the Rainbow on the sky .

Birds flew to their nest for rest ,

The sun sank and swiftly the stars ,

Turned in the sky ,looking the Best .

-R.N.SINGH

I had written this poem in 04/07/2003.

when there was the first rain ...........................